Tattoos

So I promised a tattoo blog, but I don’t have much to say about tattoos. I like tattoos, I have tattoos, and that’s about it. I think tattoos are a person’s own choice, and they have the right to get as many as they want. I don’t care if you don’t like my tattoos, get over it. They are MY tattoos and each one has a different meaning to me. So I will put a little description with each picture.

Ok so this is the first tattoo I got. It is a dove with the olive branch in its mouth and it says never lose hope. I didn’t have an easy life, but it certainly wasn’t the worst ever. I got the dove with the branch in its mouth because God sent Noah the dove with the olive branch as a sign of peace or hope, which meant the same to me. Never lose hope, No matter how bad the situation.

This is the second tattoo I got. It says living without regrets. It is in Italian, I had it written in Italian because I am part Italian, I think everyone should live without regrets.

The third tattoo I got with my best friend Alyssa. She HATES butterflies, so it’s kind of funny that’s what we ended up getting. Basically it’s just a best friend tattoo.

My fourth tattoo is my Christian fish, with a cross for its eye. I always wanted to get a cross or fish tattoo, so I figured why not get both.

My fifth tattoo is a stargazer lily. The stargazer lily is my favorite flower, and purple is my favorite color. I always wanted a flower tattoo. When I visited my aunt one summer she had a gorgeous garden and I took a picture of one of her flowers and that’s what my tattoo is of, except its purple and not pink.

And my newest tattoo is for my mom. We got matching tattoos for her sobriety. It meant a lot that she finally stopped drinking. I promised her we would get matching tattoos once she stopped drinking.

Most of my tattoos have a bit more meaning then what I wrote, but I don’t feel the need to explain why I have them. And some of the reasons are personal. So there are all my tattoos for now.

Oh Jesse

So lately I’ve just been missing Jesse like CRAZY! Man it’s just hard sometimes, because we used to spend everyday together, and now I’m lucky if I get to see him one day a week. So I guess writing or blogging helps me deal with everyday issues.

Jesse is just amazing! And I am sure every girl thinks her guy is amazing, but I mean I am really lucky to have him and to be able to call him mine. I honestly can’t wait until I can be his wife. He treats me like a princess, and everyone in my family can vouch for that one. I don’t deserve a guy like him, and sometimes I just find myself staring at him, and thinking boy am I lucky. He is just amazing.

He is my best friend and I couldn’t imagine life without him in it, and I wouldn’t want to either. Next month it will be 4 years that we have known each other, and looking back I never would of guess that I would be marrying him! Don’t get me wrong, because I wouldn’t change it for the world. I mean I was dating my first boyfriend when I met him and its funny because he would joke around all the time with me asking me when I was going to leave my ex and to start dating him. I thought he was crazy and just kidding around.

Then one day I gave him a ride home and he kissed me in his driveway! I couldn’t believe it. He was the second boy I ever kissed. After that we would flirt so much, and then he FINALLY asked me out after a year of just flirting. Ughh it drove me nuts that it took so long for him to finally ask me out. He says it’s because he was too scared that I wouldn’t have went out with him. Little did he know, I had been hoping he would ask me out for almost a year.

I remember it took him a year after we started dating to actually joke with me. I mean now we joke around all the time. Like yesterday he watched a veggie tales movie with me and once it was done he thought it would be funny to tickle me until I couldn’t breathe. He lets me be a little kid with stuff like that, and laughs when I “dance” in public. I love that I can be myself with him and he doesn’t judge me at all. We have so many inside jokes, and I love that I don’t even have to say anything to him I can just look at him and he understands what I mean.

This kid is my best friend and the majority of the time, my better half. He makes me a better person. He has changed my life in so many ways. He drives me nuts all the time, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. I can’t wait until I will be Mrs. Brewer! The wedding is so close now and I am finally getting excited and nervous because the time is just flying by.  187 days to go!



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Our first picture EVER together! back in 09'



Just an Update

Alright so just a quick update on wedding planning and our life right now….

This past Sunday was Easter so we spent lots of time with the family, and went to church. We decided on center pieces for the wedding and started looking at cake designs and flavors we would want and blah blah blah, lol. I think I am starting to get nervous about the wedding because Saturday night Jesse and I were talking and I started crying about nothing, so I am taking a little break from worrying about the wedding right now and just enjoying spending some time with him and our friends.

On a not so stressful note, we bought a new car!!!!! YAY!! Lol : )

I am so excited that we got a new car. I mean I was a little sad to get rid of my car, but this one is way better. Its our car, but I get to drive it the majority of the time. It’s a 2010 Mercury Milan, but it reminds me a lot of the new Ford Fusions. It’s really good on gas, which is a big plus with gas going up in price. This will make a nice family car once we decide to have kids too, because my car was too small for anyone to even ride in the back seat.

We don’t have any other news right, but there are only 199 days till the wedding!