Oh Jesse

So lately I’ve just been missing Jesse like CRAZY! Man it’s just hard sometimes, because we used to spend everyday together, and now I’m lucky if I get to see him one day a week. So I guess writing or blogging helps me deal with everyday issues.

Jesse is just amazing! And I am sure every girl thinks her guy is amazing, but I mean I am really lucky to have him and to be able to call him mine. I honestly can’t wait until I can be his wife. He treats me like a princess, and everyone in my family can vouch for that one. I don’t deserve a guy like him, and sometimes I just find myself staring at him, and thinking boy am I lucky. He is just amazing.

He is my best friend and I couldn’t imagine life without him in it, and I wouldn’t want to either. Next month it will be 4 years that we have known each other, and looking back I never would of guess that I would be marrying him! Don’t get me wrong, because I wouldn’t change it for the world. I mean I was dating my first boyfriend when I met him and its funny because he would joke around all the time with me asking me when I was going to leave my ex and to start dating him. I thought he was crazy and just kidding around.

Then one day I gave him a ride home and he kissed me in his driveway! I couldn’t believe it. He was the second boy I ever kissed. After that we would flirt so much, and then he FINALLY asked me out after a year of just flirting. Ughh it drove me nuts that it took so long for him to finally ask me out. He says it’s because he was too scared that I wouldn’t have went out with him. Little did he know, I had been hoping he would ask me out for almost a year.

I remember it took him a year after we started dating to actually joke with me. I mean now we joke around all the time. Like yesterday he watched a veggie tales movie with me and once it was done he thought it would be funny to tickle me until I couldn’t breathe. He lets me be a little kid with stuff like that, and laughs when I “dance” in public. I love that I can be myself with him and he doesn’t judge me at all. We have so many inside jokes, and I love that I don’t even have to say anything to him I can just look at him and he understands what I mean.

This kid is my best friend and the majority of the time, my better half. He makes me a better person. He has changed my life in so many ways. He drives me nuts all the time, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. I can’t wait until I will be Mrs. Brewer! The wedding is so close now and I am finally getting excited and nervous because the time is just flying by.  187 days to go!



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Our first picture EVER together! back in 09'